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He lived and died for his beliefs

Armando Cañizares Gamboa
Age 28
Missing in Action / Member of the 2506 Brigade
Presumed killed on April 21, 1961 at Bay of Pigs, Cuba
Born September 24, 1932
Resident of Camaguey, Cuba
My father, Armando, had fought in the Sierra Maestra under Che Guevara. He and his two brothers, Francisco and Julio, had joined the Rebel Army to free Cuba of the Batista dictatorship. All three, only in their twenties, were deeply committed to restoring democracy for the Cuban people.
My father was particularly anti-Communist and had, in fact, told as much to Che Guevara during a conversation in the mountains. Later, in his memoir on the anti-Bastista fight, Che writes that the Cañizares brothers had gone back "to fight as traitors in the invasion." (Ernesto Che Guevara, Pasajes de la Guerra Revolucionaria, 3ra edición, México, Editorial Era, S.A., 1969, pp. 146-147.)
All three brothers left the Sierra with a large group that took leave for opposing the cold-blooded assassination of a young soldier. A Castro protégé had shot the young man, of very humble origins, for taking off his boots despite orders to always keep them on, even to sleep. Fidel had stepped in to override the legal code of the Rebel Army and the deed had gone unpunished.
After hiding for a few months inside Cuba, my father, his brothers, and a friend managed to obtain papers to leave for the United States. He and my mother married in Miami in November 1958.
November 17, 1958
On January 1, 1959, at dawn, Batista fled the country and the revolutionary forces assumed power. My parents arrived on one of the first planes to land in Cuba with leaders of the 26th of July movement (the oppostion to Batista) in exile. My father took a high-level position at Cuba's Institute for the Stabilization of Sugar (ICEA). Yet, both my parents were very concerned with the turn of events and quickly realized Castro had no democratic intentions. They were particularly appalled at the executions and summary trials immediately initiated by the new government. My father joined the underground opposition quickly mounting against Castro, whose ranks were filling with old-timers from the anti-Batista struggle. A former comrade in arms from their days in the Sierra tipped my father off that a case was mounting against him. In those days, people caught conspiring against the government were quickly executed. So, in May of 1960 we left the country in a hurry for Miami. I was only eight months old. My mother was six months pregnant with my brother.
In the the fall of 1960, a military force of Cuban exiles was organized and trained covertly by the United States to invade Cuba and topple Castro. My mother pled with my father for him not to join. They had two babies and, as new exiles, very little money. He told her that because he had helped put Castro in power, his moral duty -to his children and to Cuba- was to help get him out.
My uncles Julio and Francisco, as well as my aunt's husband, Uncle José, joined the Brigade. Four wives and seven small children stayed behind in the United States, waiting. My father left for the training camps in Guatemala on January 18, 1961. From there, he left in the invasion on April 17, 1961. He never came back. Luckily, the others did.
At the Bay of Pigs, my father and his brother Julio were part of a small group that had fought intensely and managed to avoid capture for four days. Dismayed at the lack of promised air support and realizing the invasion was doomed, they were attempting to break through surrounding Castro forces to join the insurgency at the Escambray mountains. Exhausted and hungry, they all fell asleep (the man designated to keep guard was also overcome by exhaustion). A group of militiamen shot at them and a gunfire exchange ensued. He and a friend, Manuel Rionda, were badly injured with grenade shrapnel and gunfire. With no medical attention called for them, the rest of their group was forced at gunpoint to leave them.
Manuel and my father were never seen again. The families in Cuba searched for them unsuccessfully and the Cuban government refused to provide information or confirm their deaths despite pleas of all kinds, including through the International Red Cross. My grandparents in Cuba had been confined with thousands of Cubans suspected of counter-revolutionary sentiments in the mass raids that followed the invasion. After their release, my grandmother learned of my father's likely death and my uncle's imprisonment. Consumed by grief, she suffered a heart attack, which, luckily, she survived. My father´s death -real or presumed- had fallen on her birthday.
While my uncle Julio was in prison, more suffering was showered on the families of all the prisoners. Visits by family members still on the island were opportunities for the Castro government to humiliate and abuse them. My grandmother later told me how the women would be stripped, searched with disrespect, and mocked. Among the awful things she witnessed was seeing female prison guards tossing about the breast prosthesis of an older woman who had gone to visit her son.
Back in Miami, ample drama and turmoil surrounded our lives. Many of my mother's best friends were going through the same situation, their husbands captured and/or injured or killed. Many didn't even die in combat. They were hunted down after their ammunition was gone or executed on the spot. Nine were murdered by asphyxia -their captors had viciously piled over a hundred men into a a sealed, unventilated, trailer. The oven of death had taken eight hours to reach Havana despite the men's desperate cries for mercy.
My mother and her parents had almost no money and, in their care, two infants and several traumatized teenagers. Cousins had been sent from Cuba without their parents, to escape Communism, as part of a Catholic Church sponsored program known as "Peter Pan."
A few weeks after the invasion, my mother was at a doctor's office in Miami seeking treatment for chronic headaches, likely brought on by stress. She picked up a Life magazine with a photo report of the invasion. There, she found a picture she took to be of my father lying on the ground, seemingly dead. I learned of the existence of this picture when I was seventeen. My mother refused to show it to me. She didn´t even keep it at our house. I went to the library at university and found it.

Life magazine, May 1961.
Years later, in 1981, I received information from a very insistent man living in Las Vegas that my father was alive in a prison in Cuba, together with his cousin. He described my father physically, referred to his deep green eyes that stood out in Cuba, knew he was from Camaguey, and spoke of his two brothers by name. Just a few months earlier, my family had suffered a devastating loss -my only brother, Armando Cañizares III, had been killed in a car accident. Because i wouldn´t submit my mother to the emotional turmoil, I had called my uncles for help. After a frantic investigation, they found out he was a suspected Castro spy living in the United States. My mother didn´t learn of this incident for years. This cruelty could not have been better timed...
My mother never remarried. She and my father were very much in love. She remains passionately committed to seeing Cuba free and works tirelessly on human rights issues, including active participation of the Cuba Archive project and Mothers Against Repression (M.A.R.).
My beloved brother was nineteen when he was so unexpectedly taken from us. In my deep grief, what probably hurt most was knowing he had needed a father more than i had -and i had a great deal. Aside from us three, my father was survived by his father, mother, two brothers, and a sister. Losing him marked them all forever.
The extended family and friends also grieved. The effect of losses such as this is like a drop in a pond, reverberating as in concentric rings, causing pain to many, many, people at varying levels of intensity. I see this all the time in my work with loved ones of the victims of this dark chapter of Cuba´s history. In other words, there are many more victims than those who paid the highest price in losing their lives.
My grandparents managed to leave Cuba to come to the United States in 1965. They had suffered the loss of their son, the separation from all their children and grandchildren, and the defeat of the best attempts to liberate Cuba at the Bay of Pigs and the Escambray rebellion. Their land had been taken over as part of the confiscation of most private property by the Communist state. Forced to witness the destruction of their life´s work by inept state cadres, they were humiliated daily in their own house. The country's fate was sealed -a system sustained on hatred and by an iron fist now seem irreversible.
I remember vividly when my grandparents arrived at the airport. It was a big day, my brother, my cousins, and I were very excited -we had never met them. My maternal grandmother had a reputation of being very strong of character; the thought of being in her presence scared me. Yet, since that very first meeting, we bonded. She would often tell me that looking at me was like seeing my father. Indeed, she was very strong, but tears would always come to her eyes each time my father´s name was mentioned.

My father, holding me, one month old.
My uncle Julio, who was with my father at the Bay of Pigs, has never really gotten over his death and the trauma of their failed effort to make Cuba free, ...still, after 45 years. They adored each other and were always together. One of my earliest memories is seeing him sitting on the front steps of his home in Miami, recently released from prison in Cuba, watching his small daughter and my brother and I play. I must have been just three years old, but i knew he was a very sad, broken, man.
My other uncle, Francisco, died last year. After the invasion, he had risked his life repeatedly as part of the infiltration teams organized and funded by the Kennedy Administration to support the resistance inside Cuba. My four grandparents are also now gone, they never saw their homeland again. My maternal grandmother had the most positive personality one can imagine. She endured her sorrows in private, i imagine, because she never complained about anything and she was fun until the very last day of her 91 years. Yet, the last words she uttered, as she lay dying, were pining for her native city, which she had last seen 37 years before: "Ahh, the streets of Santiago..." In her hand, she held on tightly to the miniature silver statue of the Virgen de la Caridad, the patron virgin of Cuba, which she had brought with her to exile. My uncle on mother´s side sadly succumbed too early to cancer. He always talked about Cuba with me. An engineer with a noble heart and deep love for his country, he was developing a plan for the reconstruction of the island's infrastructure.
All of these good people, who i loved so, left this world with the heavy heart of not being able to return to their beloved homeland in freedom. Theirs is the story of so many Cubans who´ve lost as much or more and have endured deep sorrows. This shared pain weighs heavier in knowing that, after all these years, the nightmare is not over.
Yet, their dream lives on and the duty to make it come true is now ours. One day, Cuba will be free and the Cuban people will finally forge their destiny in peace, with hope in their future.
By: Maria C. Werlau
April 2006
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